hi
uhm
uhm
....yes
last night i was, for some reason, really really depressed.
I'm not sure what triggered it but yeah thats why I typed all that crap.
I've been depressed alot lately,its prbably because of how poor I am. And seriously I am very poor. My mum can hardly pay the rent for this shitty little place.
I am on a very tight budget
And so only things that cheer me up is my birds and my art.
And most of all my friends
:ast night I was talking to ~
TyoLTP, it was then I got sad and whatever. I...don't know why but I seemed to have gotten upset when she said she prefers reading than art.
I guess I could say I don't like change,I have no idea why but its just always hard for me to deal with.
I have also been pretty upset as all my quails have died,all of the 3 have all died(lol random thing to say but yeah...)
As I held that little bird in my hands,I thought about my other birds,I thought about how upset I was when I lost my beloved bird Tweety....
GOD, I AM TEARING UP
sorry x-x
uhm yeah anyway i was devastated that i spent 4 days looking for him.
lol i seriously changed the subject and anyway what was I talking about before I talked about my lost birds?
AH YES CHANGE
Yep I don't like change at all,now thats a big problem for me as the world is changing all the time
I am a very negative person with a low self esteem if you all want to know
I like to keep things to myself, like opinions, suggestions and yeah
I also have trouble making my own decisions,I like to go by the book. I hate going "outside of the square".
I am an extremely extremely shy person and I also don't like being the center of attention, I like to blend in with the crowd.
LOL WHAT THE FUCK AM I TYPING?
I HAVE NOE IDEA
lol
why did I just start typing shit about myself?
I have no dea
okay
whatever
bye